mistakes..

I want to believe that in this world there is still what we call perfect. But how could I do that when everyone says that the world is full of mistakes...

I came to realize that they are somewhat true.
1. My family, growing up to a family having your mother on one side and your father on the other side..I want to believe its normal, but it isn't. Sometimes I'm ashamed of telling about my family background,cause what I have is different from what most people have..

2. My name, my mom said they didn't plan to have another child. I have been their second daughter before the separation.. But still they decided to have me... and it all started there..My birth certificate says I have been born on the 6th of January 1986.. got no choice but to follow that..so now, im 24 according to the documents..

3. My decisions..? Some people say that I'm crazy giving up a good starting career in the Philippines with a good pay to something which I'm not actually very sure of. Like what? Coming here in the Land of Smiles..maybe they are correct,but at the same time wrong. I haven't given up that career jz because I want to. I gave up on that because I felt that I wasn't learning anymore. I want to learn..I want to grow.
To something which I'm not very sure of? It's really a risk coming in here.. But i jz do hope that the decision which i made will make me learn more,grow more.. and be the person who I wanted to be.. Be the person who I wanted to be?? Haha like what??